I finished reading the last book the day before yesterday.

I really loved reading them.

Then, yesterday, I stumbled upon an anti-Twi art on DA.

Today I went looking for them. And I love them.

So this made me wander: am I a poser? I mean, I fangirl over the books for a couple of months, then, after seeing three funny anti-comics, I realize they suck?

First I felt like crap about it. Do I have no opinion at all?

Then I realized: yes, I loved reading it. Yes, all that cheesiness was nice, for I could imagine I could feel so strongly about someone, too. But, while I have never thought about it before, the characters weren't believable.

All that love, Bella feeling so strongly towards a person while before she seemed like a social zero, but then Edward showed up and Heureka... Bella being a klutz and such but turning out the best vampire of the century, Edward just being the male version of all Mary Sue, and the others being just perfect as well (Alice always dancing, even during the main confrontation at the end, WTF??), except for poor Mike and Jessica, spit spit on Mike for not dazzling but still liking Bella, and MEGA-SPITSPIT on Jessica for not fangirling over Bella but rather being interested in her own feelings and being jealous...

And the Jacob thing. Uhh. If a person is able to feel so strongly towards two people, that means they are not mature enough for a serious relationship. I read this in a book on psychology. And, if she loved Edward so. fucking. much., there's no way she could fall for another, and not even realize it.

And truth be told, I think she was a freaking selfish ass for doing that to Jacob. I have had a friend fall for me, one of my dearest of friends, and while I felt like crap for doing it, I kept away so they would have time to get over it, because I knew I would never like them like that. It tore me up not to be able to fool around with him for so long, but I knew that he felt a 1000 times worse, so I shut the hell up. Bella's an immature brat for not being able to do the same, even though she already had someone she loved (OH SO MUCH!!) while I have never fallen in love with anyone my whole life (I have trust issues, STFU).

Yeah. And while I disagree with it not having a plot, and not hating the sparkling vampire thing, I do laugh out loud at the "OMG EDWARD OUR LOVE IS TEH LOVE OF ALL LOVE" Bella that appears in the comics.

Not to mention the retarded fangirls. Sure, I love looking at pretty fanart, like I like looking at almost any Naruto pairing, but when they become all obsessed, that is just retarded.



So sue me.